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Sunday, February 05, 2006

Throwing myself against the wall

George Bernard Shaw:
A fool's brain digests philosophy into folly, science into superstition, and art into pedantry. Hence University education.
George Peabody:
Education: a debt due from present to future generations.
George Santayana:
Those who cannot learn from history are doomed to repeat it.
Gloria Steinem:
The first problem for all of us, men and women, is not to learn, but to unlearn.

Happy Birthday Adeline!
-huge big giant hugs-

Happy 8th day of the Lunar New Year!

As previously mentioned, today is day 1 of the marathon.
Went to church in the morning, was very encouraged by the number of new kids. :)
I hope that the kids turn up again next week and continue to attend the services… I pray and hope…
Went home, after hanging around for a while in the second service… all in attempt to re-charge before heading out for lunch.
Had lunch with Kelly and Jasmine at Novena Square.
We ate at a Japanese restaurant which Kelly’s friend recommended.
Not bad taste her friend has… heh… Ichiban Boshi is the name of the place… I thoroughly enjoyed the food I ate there…

Swee Shoon! I take you there one day ok?!

The 3 of us sat, ate and talked from 12.30pm all the way to 3.30pm odd… I am glad Jasmine is doing well for herself… so was interesting to trade experiences in our sports. She is the Akido fanatic and I am the Taekwondo siao kia… hahah…
Our conversation ran from school, to dogs, to guys, to how to make proper sushi, to issues with how people our age are viewed by cabbies… haha… I guess if I din have to go for training, we would have talked until 6 or later… hahah… it was all good lah… here’s to doing it again! Cheers! :D

Reached home in time to relax for fifteen minutes before having to make way to the CC for training… pushed myself, but not enough… have to push myself more tomorrow… mind over matter… I will be worthy… God help me, I shall!
I guess, I was very stressed today over whatever was going on in my head… and I don really recall what the things going through my head were now anyway -.-lll
I was so preoccupied that I completely ignored my students and only taught two of the kids, when I was supposed to teach the entire group of 11.
Gwad… I was so in want of tearing my hair out when I realised that I neglected the rest of my students…
-hits head against the wall-
Finished the entire class with not much hassle… just some soreness in my right foot… the damn thing still not healed… argh~
Stayed back to do some sparring and learning… went home late as a result of taking the MRT to Serangoon just to pei Gen part of her way to Boon Keng…
Arrived home in one piece and must rest later in preparation for tomorrow…hehe… have to plan nice nice… heh …

On a serious note…
I don like what I am becoming, or rather, I don’t like the person I am turning into… I find that the more I try to be a better person, the more angry I get with myself for not remembering to do certain things… I keep telling myself to slow down… I keep telling myself to hold back… I keep telling myself to not think too much about certain things… but do I listen or remember? {rhetorical question in scolding oneself}
-hits head against the wall-

I can’t stand the fact that I am not able to spar… yes, I have little to no experience in that field, but I some how have to find the source(s[?]) of the problem, tackle it, and then maybe I will be able to overcome myself … I am tired of being beaten up all the time… then again, could it be linked to my character? O.O

I threw myself against the wall and what did I get???

Commit all to God I shall…
Life is too short for regretting… Need Him to save me from myself… He holds my future, in the end everything will be alright… if its not alright, its not the end. :)

I think its time I had a change in my MSN general nick…but donno what to change it too leh… aiyo… haha…

Ok me think it be time to stop the typing and start the writing… hehe…
Excelsior!
^-^

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